At the moment I'm feeling like I'm in a bit of a dark place, I feel lost and very alone. The pain I am in sometimes is overwhelming and I struggle to cope with it. I think I need to stop fighting against my illness and to accept it and attempt to recover from it. Its hard and I feel alone in this battle a lot of the time. I know I'm not alone I have met some wonderfully inspirational people through being ill and love having them in my life sometimes its just hard. I often want to curl up alone and just be left but then I feel isolated and want the opposite.
In a bit of a muddle it would seem.